silver lady

2011-07-21T19:58:00.000-07:00

Dearest grandma:

It's exactly 49 days since you pass away.

Now as the rain is pouring heavily outside on a Friday morning.

I write this to you.

in the beginning,

i struggled hard,

trying hard to recall our memories and special moments.

now,

i relies that all i was searching for have always been there.

it wasn't about the glorious moments with had,

but the time we spend everyday in the past,

and the laughter we share together.

i am all grown up now,

i understand that all this will slowly be part of my past,

that everyone should always live forward.

to look forward towards the future.

i will do that.

You were a strong and independent women.

a women that was always contented with whatever you had.

stories u told were always so interesting.

about how your family overcome all the obstetrical.

and why you leg actually hurt so much because u use to work in the farm.

how u enjoyed your time raising 3 children, even-thought live wasn't easy

Even so,

u never like to say too much as u always thought i would have no interest in them.

like what you always say.

i will know when i get to your age.

what u leave us with was no wealth nor fame.

But teachings,

Simple but wise teachings that will lead us towards the future.

Enjoy life as it is.

And

That things always has a way of being great if u give them a little faith,

with no anger, no frustration,

but just a calm and simple smile.

i love you grandma.

and always have.

even now you are gone

love from u will never fade

your present in those 19 year of my life had been memorable

and i will treasure it always

With love : Sylvia

2011-07-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

best song ever written ..

lyrics explains a lot in this song..

shows that sometimes u just have to let go ..

who knows what good thing may happen when u do(:

i did!

and i have to say that i totally agree with the song .

best thing i never had

2011-07-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Thank you ..

BUT I AM TIRED !!

This "game" is getting a bit boring if u ask me.

haiz .. after so bloody freaking long and u are still at square one ??

WTH SIA !!

some times i seriously don't understand thing you are doing lo !!

and all the drama that is going on cause of this stupid game ??

is it worth it ??

why make such a big fuss over such small matters

is either that u seriously dont understand human behavior ..

or should i ask if u even understand a thing ?

please !! i beg u ..

if only u could just kindly move on ... like what the others have ..

dam sian ah !!

tired ah .. super TIRED !!

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anyway ..

didn't realize that there was actually many nice photos of me going around the net sia

awesome ..

BUT !!

someone has just perm her hair !!

she looks freaking awesome now !!

and different (:

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we are all young adults .

it's time to grow up my dear.

everyone stay and leave for a reason ...

maybe reasons that you yourself cannot figure out

its a part of life ..

treasure what you have now .

WHY live by thinking of entering others lives ?

WHY live in acceptance of others ?

are you not good enough?

or do you not believe in you ?

live BEING YOURSELF and the rest will fall in place .

admiration is good ..

but who says your life isn't better ?

2011-06-14T01:46:00.000-07:00

AH !! i am seriously in need of a makeover !!

WHO CARES if this is the exam period !!

dam shit ...

i totally look the same for the last 5 year !!

just fatter and my style is getting for bad to worst !!

OMG !! and please dont get me started..

i TOTALLY DONT want to look like some ah lian on the streets !!

i bet they have more money to buy cloths then me sia !! ARG!

super irritated with myself cause there is just so much i wanna do but i cant

cause i have NO $$$

shit $$ .. if only everything was free ..

yeah right ..

and the picture u see there on my blog !!
so last time ..

haiz

if only i was as skinny as i use to be

now ..

fat like some shit sia ...

SLIMMING TIME !!

but the food is like so nice la !! HARD TO RESIST U KNOW !!

anyway ..

here are some pictures on how "the same " i look now

super ah lian looking right !!

i seriously wanna faint liao !!

MAKE OVER !!

SERIOUSLY !!!!!

2011-05-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

have been keeping this in for way too long .

and i cant seem to be able to tame it down .

i need my voice to be hear. but what can i say,

when all has already been covered by your lies and twisted truth .

i tried so hard ..

i don't want to turn out being like you ..

thats why i have been silent about it all these while ..

what you hear might not always be the truth.

but the truth may not always be hidden from you.

your just gotta find it out for yourself to understand the real meaning to all this.

you are bless my dear ..

if i was every jealous ..

it's because of your blessings

the gift of ignorance and blindness ..

ignorance for your own being and for your friends, blindness to the truth ..

may u all see the light some day . (:

thats all i have to say ..

and everyone can judge in whatever way they want about me.

i will not declare that i am a victim out of this situation .

because i was true to myself and about my own feelings about this.

and i will like it to stay this way,

if you want the truth,

find it out yourself.

things happen for a reason.

this isn't primary school anymore ..

people don't just walk out due to stupid reasons ..

Advice ?

unless you wake up one day ..

you will never know nor understand ...

2011-05-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

it's like a roller coaster ride ..

sometimes up , and the next down , then in a split turn.. it goes up again ..

it's always unpredictable ..

maybe that why i like it .

i could never predict what will happen next.

it's actually quite scary though.

cause you dont know what is coming,

so meaning you dont know what to react to it.

nor do your know what to expect.

i really enjoy out time tgt

and with you , i could truly be who i am,

cause in my heart ,

i know that u love me for who i am,

and accept that i will always stay this way ..

and between us is trust ..

you may not feel it . but it's kinda strong ..

i am not saying that our relationship is perfect ..

but until now.. i am truly happy (:

random : 1 stop mrt ride ..

struggle

2011-04-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

finally back from shantou, china .
it has been 6 weeks of OITP there
okay .. u must be thinking
is it fun ??
let me see how many freaking ppl have been asking me that ??
EVERY SINGLE ONE !
please la how can it not be fun ??
JUST LOOK AT MY FATS SIA ..
i am like so fat now la .. like seriously
if u measure how fun my OITP with the amount of fats i am carry now ..
MY OITP IS DAM FREAKING FUN !! ..

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it's been the second week of school since i got back
and i really have to say that the living in SGP is DAM FAST !!
i cannot even rmb what i did last week cause everything is like seriously going too fast
like MRT sia ...
ZOOM .. ZOOM .. PIEW .. PIEW ...
DAM FAST LA !!
the only thing i can remember CLEARLY is my weight on my WEIGHING SCALE !!
Oo .. if you are trying to read on to see if i will type my weight now ..
GO AND DIE .. !!! YOUR ARE A EVIL BITCH/BASTARD !!

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Jack Byrnes Remix (original)

2011-02-24T07:16:00.000-08:00

omg this remix is OMG !!
FREAKING FUNNY !!
please watch last 1 min .. lol

2011-02-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

IF YOU LOVE

1) MUSICALS

2) MOVIES WITH DANCING AND SINGING

3) A GOOD AND INTRESTING STORY LINE

5) SEXY AND HOT GIRLS

6)LISTENING TO STRONG VOCALS

7) TO JUST WATCH EVERY FREAKING MOVIE ON EARTH

THIS IS THE SHOW TO WATCH ..

YOU WILL DEFINATLY NOT REGREAT IT !!

IT A SHOW FOR BOYS , FOR GIRLS

MAYBE TOO MUCH FOR YOUNG KIDS

BUT DEFINATLY A FAMILY SHOW ..

tunes just keep playing through your head after the show ends..

it just keep playing and playing in your head non stop ..

2011-02-16T21:57:00.000-08:00

Life now is ..

what can i say ?

busy ..fun.. exciting .. nevours .. tired... wrong ... right ..

i am actually confuse myself .

it's like magical .

it's so hard to explain.

it's like i loss some now and then i relise i won some .

and for your information, we are not talking about money here (:

never really wanted to type anything every again here

because of "some"reasons ..

as u can tell from the date of my freaking last post ..

even wanted to change the link .

i guess i just dont like OR enjoy ppl poking into my life too much .

life as in what i do , what i eat , where i go , who my friends are ..

live your OWN shit head ..

or even WORST ..

THOUGHT & ASSUME

that they know me (:

ppl

YOU DONT KNOW ME !

YET (:

smile ..

but i guess after a while who cares ..

if i wanna post something here .

someone somewhere should read this crap i am typing,

or else i might as well just get a diary right . (:

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has really been enjoying work life .

it's kinda surprise me how fun work life can be ..

yeah it's tiring , it's shit to touch oily squisy and slimy stuff.

but other that that . it's like

OMG !!

have you ever had this person in your work place,

where you will always wish that he/she will be there when u work ?

that person just gives you the sense of security when they are there .

and it's like whatever goes wrong .

they will be there for you or help you ?....

have you ?

i have (:

and it's like really bugging me that that person is not working in one of the days that i am

it's freaking nerve racking ..

ARG !

hope it's still going to be fine without you .

maybe more scolding , more sweeping , arg !! why cant you just work every freaking day !

TSK ! i hate you !!

anyway i was suppose to be studying .. and i am like not doing that right now ..

i am suck a slacker man !!

SHIT !

2011-01-02T07:26:00.000-08:00

grandma in her early 80's

pretty as ever

still pursuing beauty

never too old to be young

that's a sentence that is so true in the recent society

just today itself i see so many ppl around me putting on products to make them younger ..

grandma in her 80's, puts on facial cream everyday to lighten dark spots.

she is 80+ and she is still doing that

i am only turning 20 ..

OMG !! meaning i have to continue with my pursue of beauty for at least another 60 years ?

how many billion products would i have had use by then ?

it's so scary ...

mom just spend like $60 on 3 products just to make her face whiter ..

cant she just do that by not stepping out of the house for a week ..

BAM !! she could easily save $60 !!

women nowadays are all pursuing beauty that is always unknown ..

one day u might have to be skinny to be pretty, the next fat ?

girls using 3-4 layers of fake eye lashes just to have BIGGER EYES ??

wont that make your eye look smaller .. cause all that lashes is covering you eye ball !!

what is the world becoming now ..

what can i say ...??

Oman , i ran out of eye liner ... should go get some now ..

bye

2010-12-30T05:33:00.000-08:00

thanks for making me feel like a gerks once again.

2010-12-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

This is my life,

i get to make my own decisions.

if you don't like it,

just tell me,

cause MAYBE i will listen to them.

but u know what..

most of the time i wont give a dam!

you know why ?

cause the life you are living now isn't perfect too .

so don't come telling me what i should do !

cause i will only hate u more.

when i say NO .

I MEAN NO.

SO STOP ASKING .

cause in the end the answer is still

NO !

super irritating sia ..

i need my space and my freedom ..

SO TO CONCLUDE

just live your life and stay out of mine please ..

2010-12-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

i know i am right this time

for sure

but i just cannot believe that my Christmas is just going to go pass like this

no presents

no nothing

it's just boring

i remember Christmas use to be so fun !

very exciting and full of joy and laughter!

everyone coming together to celebrate as one!

party's and presents all around ..

seeing people cheering and drinking ..

where are all this now ..

where is all these atmosphere ?

is it true that once u know Santa doesn't really exists , so does Christmas ?

this year i will be spending Christmas with my family .

on both days ..

i am not saying that it's not a good thing,

and i really wanna do this cause it's the time of the year to give.

many things have had happen this year,

and to be honest i haven had much time with them at all ..

so i am now giving my time to them (:

this is not boring but why does it feels like it's missing something ?

the Christmas spirit

2010-12-13T05:04:00.000-08:00

JUST FINISH THIS AWESOME SHOW

HELLO STRANGER !

Feeling down and low?

want something in your life to make u happy ..

watch this show ..

it is totally worth it

you will sure laugh till you drop for the entire show ..

just looking at the lead actor makes me laugh lo !!
he is totally hilarious

lol .. you will get what i mean if u watch it

even though the ending of the show is kinda draggy and sad

if you think it's too boring for you

you can take it as a chance to relax your eyes after reading all the sub-titles

maybe that's the purpose for those long staring moment of the lead actors in the movie ah

anyway overall it's a great show ..

quickly go watch it before it's over ..

but unfortunately , it is like only available at golden village

and the worst part is they don't have student price

STUPID SCHOOL HOLIDAYS !

so .. pay by DBS .. got offer ..

bye (:

2010-12-10T07:42:00.001-08:00

i got to ammit that things are going to be so much different now .
but who say's that it will be a bad thing ?
what i can say is that nobody actually know's for sure ..

i really really have to thank you for being so understanding and calm about it ..
i would not have know what to do if i was in your position ..
i am also glad we pinky promise ..
never break pinky promises hor ... it's bad for your pinky
anyway .. thank you once again ..
and i got to point out once again that this is not the ending ..
but the beginning of something DIFFERENT .. (:
cheese (:

2010-11-26T07:22:00.000-08:00

why is it so difficult to have my own personal place.
a place where i can really write what i wanna say and be who i really am.
maybe it's just the fact that i dont want the whold world to know my life.
and i would reallu appriciate to have my own personal space.
for my own personal thought ..

but somehow ppl just like and enjoy to stick their freaking tongue into my own personal space .
or maybe there is just too many opinions i have that is not so nice to hear .
and i wish and hope to keep it priviate ..

2010-11-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

hasn't really have had the time to sit down and think about things that has pass through my life

but one thing is for sure .

my life now is in

A BIG FAT MESS !!

i totally have no control of my life now

every single decision i made has always got to be because of someone else

and there sure has been a lot going on lately

daddy told me a few days ago that we should always put other's before self

because , thats what we hope other's will do too ..

but lately, it's been a struggle to do this .

and looks like there has been more and more disspointment starts to surface .

and i have no idea how to handle

i hate dissapointments

i hate anger .

i hate sadness

i hate lonely-ness

i hate you

and i am trying

to find a way to

love myself

again

i tired ..

really, really tired ....

not my body but my heart, mind and soul ..

things has really been different since the past ..

plots on seperating the 3 of us had suceeded

and you guys could even be given a medal for doing such a great job

but are we happy ?

are u happy ?

it's clear

and obvious

that nothing stays the same forever ...

but

let's hope the memories are still there yeah ?

2010-10-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

The game we are stuck in now is no other then the guessing game
i not sure for u but I am sure that u definalty don't understand me at all
and to be frank , that really made me upset !
From the way we communicate !
It's obvious that u have not a single clue about my emotions
be it happy , angry , or emo !
I don't think you have every get it right before !
They say that it's hard to read a girls mind !
Thus maybe all this had made this statment more true as time goes by !

2010-10-01T08:58:00.001-07:00

freaking pissed with you !
tsk
yeah i think i have said it before but i am just so pissed that i just have to type it here
i am like a freaking stupid dumb idiot here waiting for a stupid sms every night
just because i thought that sms-ing me or even calling me might be expensive for u ,
due to auto roaming !
and now here u are telling me that you actually went online for the last few day
and u never tell shit to me about it at all !
sorry but this is just hard to be forgiven .

maybe it's the sense of the girls who are always the strongest
but the reaction turnout for you was way too much for it to be acceptable
totally different
and it really makes me wonder ...

2010-09-28T07:24:00.000-07:00

it's been days since i last on my computer
upon turning on the computer
last msn convo on 23rd sept appear on my screen
6 days without the computers
even screen of facebook looks too glaring to the eyes .

there is something,
something that i really have to type out for myself to see
seeing is better then visualising
and these few days has been a lot about thought and PERSONAL emotions
but here goes ..
what is a blog for ?
why do i even wanna waste my time posting thing here .
if it cannot be anything from my bottom of my heart
why would i still bother ?
to be frank ,
because of everything that had happen or is happening NOW ,
at this time ,
i cannot say that it has not affected me at all !
i, myself now ,
is afraid to type my true feelings out
out into this blog .
because i know people judge
judging with whatever way they want to .
be it true or imaginary .

i am being true to myself tonight !
i hate being judge
i have not really been myself these days
selfish and self centered
i have my own thoughts and i like to share them here
because i thought, or maybe use to think that this is my personal space
my paradise!
i was wrong ..
maybe i might be typing this tonight and feel different tmr
nothing stays the same all the time .
and everyone change
EVERY SINGLE TIME !
but AT LEAST TONIGHT
i know i felt whatever way i type (:

2010-09-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

Events like these can never fail to spoil the whole mood of the entire F-ing day sia!
use to enjoy doing it so much
and guess that joy was over ,
after someone else took over the F-ing position !
wa seriously la !
has been able to kinda in someway control my temper
but whenever the word of it appears !!
BOOM !
what made all this worst
was the word
NINE TO NINE !
F
F
F
F
F
F
F U C K !
i am totally not enjoying this .
because they are forcing everyone to not have a life LIKE THEM!
if i have to say the truth
they are just a bunch of life-less boring shit !
and is trying now very hard to drag the rest in to accompany them in their boring situations

I HAVE A LIFE
AND I LIVE ONE !
not for others
but FOR ME AND THE THINGS I LOVE !
and yeah !
you and this stupid event is not part of it !
or maybe just YOU !
cause lucky for u !
there are others running the event too (:

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what makes a great leader?
no one ever knows the answer to this question
i dun have the answer too !
but i know what makes me respect my leaders !
and when i respect my leaders ,
I KNOW THAT HE IS A GREAT ONE (:
i believe that leaders should always get advice from their fellow subordinates
and NOT JUST THEIR LEADERS !
who are already corrupted in the first place
and of cause the most important point

always think others before self !
others meaning those who work hard for u !
and not those who are there to tell u what u have to do !

2010-09-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

something beautiful is happening now
looking at that piece of paper just makes me smile
feel blessed right now ,
with all these love
that you tell (:

my life is stuck in poems !!
O GOD !!

2010-09-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

OFFICIALLY PUSHING YOU AWAY !
WHY ?
cause you are a flirt !
and yes i hate people like you
wait maybe not ..
cause you are the kind we get inspirations to talk about

2010-09-11T04:18:00.000-07:00

FATE IS DEFINITELY PLAYING HIS GAME !

Saw both of them today
met at different locations
met on different coincidences
but somehow the same feeling !

i am confuse if u ask me
someone ask me "what if" 's questions
and i have no answers for it
and i dont have them, not because i dont know the answers that i want
it's because those are some things i will pray and hope for in the past
but now after ****** appear .. everything changes

i am a girl that is totally confuse now
everything is new to me
and i am hopping that everything will fall into place by itself
i am afraid
insecure
because i have never EVER
let someone in
or at least not as far as u have been ..
so please treasure me
like how i know u would

sorry ..
but that's taken (:
by love (:

2010-09-05T00:54:00.000-07:00

Some may think that i am someone that always changes her mind
Someone who can never be sure of what she wants in her life
yes it's true that i am that kind of person
but somehow i know that it's true this time !
all my life i am trying to figure out what that feeling is
using my own imagination, experiments and seeing others
i use to thought that .. what i see, hear and feel in the past was IT !
but now that you are here ,
the feeling is just different ! some what magical (:

2010-08-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

There is always this special someone out there
where u will give nothing less but everything
where u will give up everyone else just to be with

your heart just kinda know (:

2010-08-25T08:35:00.001-07:00

best in point forms !
(:

feeling something different!
jealousy is BAD !
REALLY BAD !
in love with strawberry ice-cream (:<3

2010-08-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

happily volurteering at y.o.g every alternate days now .
wish i could go there everyday
it's really fun even thought there is a lot of hard works
stress and sometimes scolding (:
but who cares it's fun
but sian la !
i cannot go back to MAB everyday cause got some other shit thing that i have to be there for

a child should never be blame for all the wrong
because that's what the adults have thought them !
why should things be kept to oneself ?
why should there be secrets?
why should everything only can be told when the problem arise ?
is it so hard to tell ?
yes u said that problems will arise if u told them ..
but do u actually know if that's true ?
in fact .. history have told us that the method
the method u GUYS ARE USING NOW IS BULL SHIT !
it always COST MORE PROBLEM !
problems that U GUYS CANNOT EVEN HANDLE !
SO CHANGE !!
STUPID !

yes .. sit down to talk right
yes.. we should have a discussion
but NO.. your not going to change the way u use to work .
and NO .. you wont stop being stubborn and listen.
say one thing that has change since the last one !
NOTHING !!

2010-08-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Congratulate me people !
My journey into my BORING and UNEXCITING life is about to begin!
no mood to do nothing at all !
just feel like sitting there and SIT THERE !
come on !
who doesn't have days where u just feel like doing nothing !
and just nice, WHILE I AM TRYING TO DO NOTHING !
beside me is this HUGE PILE of thing i have to complete
and if i DONT !! i DIE !
why do i have to do it ?
BECAUSE SOME FREAKING IDIOT DOES NOT WANT TO DO IT !
and because i dont want to be like HIM !
someone who is freaking IRRITATING and IRRESPONSIBLE !
I HAVE THIS PILE !...
and believe me when i say i NEED ALOT of ppl helps to help me complete those task
and u know whY that pile is still there ! after so long ?
cause those who are under me
ARE ALSO HAVING THOSE DAYS TOO !
but who can u blame !!
HELLO PEOPLE !! .. IT'S THE HOLIDAYS !
BUT WHAT CAN I SAY !
i DONT BLAME THEM AT ALL !! cause I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW THEY FEEL
I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF
BLAME THAT I AM NOT THE FREAKING IRRITATING IDIOT THAT PUSH THE PROBLEM FOR OTHERS TO SOLVE !

2010-07-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

i was going to type
15,16,17,18,19
UNTIL i had a reality check .
nothing is going to happen if i really did commented on it (:
but i think that even when i did not post and say anything
you knew
you knew it all along
but never did u believe it was real !
cause u were scared and afraid
STUPID

2010-07-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

Playing with bro de Iphone camera (:

there is this i phone app called classic TOY!
it's freaking fun can ! ..
it takes real nice pictures too ..
with different feel !
below are some pictures ..
if u really wanna see the different effects the camera do
just go all the way down to the last picture
it contains all the different styles
freaking cool !
everyone should really just download this app sia
thumbs UP(:

this is just so cool (:

bye (:

2010-07-19T20:28:00.001-07:00

I GOT NOTHING TO DO AT HOME !
WHAT I CAN DO IS JUST TO DIG OUT OLD PHOTO'S AND POST IT HERE (:

2010-07-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

U NEED TO KNOW !
that i had u in my head when i was in the most dangerous situation
that makes you kinda important to me right ?
HMM
i guess so (:

2010-07-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

Please people if i have already told you, please keep it to yourself thank you
for those who have not heard anything about it. don't bother finding out
cause i did not tell u for a reason , it's not to let u worry so much
SO STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS !
ARG !!.....
bye ..
back to resting

2010-07-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

best outing ever!
rating for the outing .. 100 /100 !!
fun TTM !!!

those who never turn up ..
u guys are a bunch of stupid fools man ! ...
u missed out all the fun !

we got the least ppl .. a sad-ish number of 9 !!
NINE !!
yeah only nine
thanks to those who decided to pang sei us along the way
TO WORK, FOR DRAGON BOAT, FOR DONT KNOW SOME FREAKING WEIRD REASONS
ai ya .. why so ma fun, next time if u dont wanna come .
just say your house key lost cannot come out of the house,
best excuse EVER!
dont even have to go fun a job ORH ! .. BEST ...
thererfore to put it in a sarcastic way ..
we still love u ,
cause you guys made it more fun for not turning up !
LOL ..

having this freaking big patch of skin behind my back that is buring like crazy
and it's like freaking pain when ever i lay down or stretch my back
o ya .. it's called sun BURN !
it's freaking pain and it's killing me !
it's like my morning de alarm clock .
what happens in the morning is that i just have to turn a little to either left or right
choose your sides
and ta da !!! i am awake ..
because IT'S SO FREAKING PAINFUL !!....
LOL
try slapping on that part man !
it's freaking fun.
i'll make sure your face looks more lobster-nish then mine ! !!

2010-07-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

i feel in love with myself once in the past
now i kinda hate it
cause my heart went all the way to you

i relies that i like myself more when i did not have feelings for you
it's was so much easier for me
now that everything is complicated
i wish i went back to how we first met .
when i was thinking of another

2010-07-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

it's exciting to see how different people act differently
*in different situations
*with different people
*at different timing !
(:

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for now, i just really feel like doing what i wanna do
i want to be happy when i want to be happy
i want to be sad when i want to be sad
i want to cry when i want to cry !
who say i cannot be angry just because your are there
who say i have to listen to whatever you say ?
who cares what you think !
me ?
WAHAHAHAHAXX .....

HELLO!
i am someone with a life .
a life where i live for myself and TOGETHER with my friends
TOGETHER is the key word KAYS
KEY IT INTO YOUR HEAD !
T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R- !
ORH ! so sorry, if u did the see the "for" word ..
cause sorry , i dont live FOR MY FRIENDS !

YEAH (:
heart hearts to all my lovable friends (:

2010-07-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

from dearest xin yu :

Xin yu : i am so disappointing with myself
Sylvia: why ?

Xin yu: Because i am a follower!
when i knew that i could have taken the other way instead !

cool ness !!
random

2010-06-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

TSK ! ..
MY LIFE IS GETTING REAL BORING !
and i hate it TO THE MAX

topics that use to be SUPER interesting seems ...
(HAI)

HMmmmm..
Maybe cause the topics are not about the same old person anymore !
and the new once, is just not as exciting as the previous (:

BLEH (:
come on ppl ! we need a new person to gossip on !
SO just act stupid , retarded and an irritating busted
YEAH (:

Got a wish i had yet to claim ..
had some crazy idea about what i wanted.
but it's totally stupid and dumb ..
NA... shall wait and see (:

2010-06-17T07:54:00.001-07:00

Teddy's day out (:

Went out randomly today with koon tat and xinyu to take some pictures
took teddy with us attempting to copy ming hua(kt friend)
the idea of taking pictures with teddy
which kinda came out great
kinda end up loving teddy (:
and just for info!!
HE IS REALLY REALLY SMALL !!
so tiny that my hand is bigger then it !
more pictures to come (:

2010-06-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

This is so funny !! must watch !
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Barbarella: I speak funnily, meh?

2010-06-14T08:50:00.001-07:00

2010-06-14T08:42:00.000-07:00

Super awkward .
it's just weird to hear your name from other peoples mouth !
it's just TOO MANY TIMES !
Sensitive ?
guess so ..
everything your name is called ..
there is this sudden pause in my mind ..
and suddenly, i SHUT UP !!
GOOD? BAD?
no idea

2010-06-13T06:21:00.001-07:00

I DO !

Having an elderly at home always makes one mind open
Hearing stories and many adventures which always made us wonder if it's ever so true
But as a listener..
as someone who had never or never will be able to
Experience what they have been through
Who wouldn't hope that all those tall tales were true (:

Many would think that it's boring
like saying
"Oo .. i heard of this story like a thousand times .."
"Oman .. can u just not tell me !"
take it as a blessing
they are sharing something that will never happen to you
and at their point of age ..
many things must had happen .. and if they rmb and they are telling u !
those MUST be special memories
SO LEARN TO TREASURE THEM !

Don't regret !

2010-06-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

2010-06-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

Now that exams are over...
it's finally back to our dear EARTH once again...
who says that stress would be over once exams finish
it's just stating !!
O GOD and i wish i was still at the exams kinda stress !!
BLEH !

Kinda stuck in the middle of things ):
Why things huh?
cause one is something but does nothing
but one is nothing but does everything
wanna know something ?
i am so not going to tell anything (:
so u all shall slowly think lor (:
lol... trying to act like one secretive !! lol

it suck to have best friends sometimes ..
they always ask questions or say things that make you think DAME A LOT can !!
tsk tsk tsk !!
and it makes your have these imaginations that you know it will never come true !

live is really fun right now ..
mom is really giving me A LOT OF SPACE now
which kinda feels a little uncomfortable
but nice to have it ...
but tying not to over power ..
believing that it should have a purpose for it when i had it in the past

2010-06-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

I AM SO IN A TOTAL MESS !!
EVERYTHING IS SUPER MESSY !

WAVERING !! is totally not a GOOD THING !!

2010-05-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

lets see ...
DATEs DATEs DATEs ...SSssssss

19th may 2010 -- heart heart to Facebook
20th may 2010 -- heart heart to Fever
21th may 2010 -- heart heart to anti-biotics
27th may 2010 -- heart heart to PBL
-- heart heart to RANDOM, LAST MINUTE
-- heart heart to awesome dinner treat (:

Yeah ! let's cheers to all these dates (:
hearts hearts (:

stupid is the word ... if u still dont get it !

2010-05-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

SO FREAKING ANGRY WITH PEOPLE WHO COME ONLINE
AND THEN PUT THEIR STATUS AS AWAY
TO GO PLAY GAME !!
AH !! LIKE THAT
might as well OFF-line
*tsk !!
*LOL
dont even know if u are there to reply me ANOT LO !!
screw msn for having different status ! ..
can't it be just online and OFF-LINE !!

*this is totally random
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2010-05-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

hate all the waiting and drag-ing
AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN !!
if u guys dont want to do it just simply say so ..
dont just set a date just because u have to
and then change it when it gets nearer !
CAUSE IT TOTALLY SUCKS !
and all of us hate it !

i seriously dont even want to go for next weeks session anymore
why?
because it's a totally waste of my time
i am tired
and i dont believe or have a faith that whatever i say will make a different
cause U DONT EVEN HAVE A FIRM GROUND THAT U BELIEVE OR STAND ON !!
WE ARE ALL JUST ON DIFFERENT SIDES !
and dont tell us that whatever we comment will change anything a single bit
cause we all know deep down no problems will be solve
and we will just be there for hours arguing over a stupid topic and it will never end !
THE WORST PART, YOUR NOT ON OUR SIDE!

Therefore to sum it up !
if u have the mentality that u will just be there
telling us grandpa stories about how we should change
SCREW U .. AND TGT WITH THE TALK ..
CAUSE I AM SO NOT GOING TO BE THERE !
A TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME ! ! TSK !

2010-05-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

2010-05-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

i'm on drug ! ...
it's called anti-biotic ! !

2010-05-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

JUST A few little actions and a little care and concern,
these are all that is needed to light a spark in once heart !
and for you..
i think u just lighted one within me (:
and hMmm..
(:

heart heart <3

there seems to be a sudden change within u .
this can totally be seen from the way u treat me !
it's so different ....
i am not saying that it's bad or i am disliking it ..
I heart it and smile because of it !
but why ??
why the sudden change ...
*so going to dig out the truth !!

2010-05-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING (:
SHOPPING (:
YEAH-NESS to shopping !
ME HEARTS SHOPPING TTM (:

2010-05-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

It just feels weird today
like totally !
to be truthful
i am happy today
it's like the WO HO HO kind of happy today (:
yeah-ness TTM !!

i got this feeling that u know ?
i really do ?
but do u ?
did the 2 ask u the question !
HAI !!
shit ...
i am ultra confuse with questions now !!

(: YEAH (:

2010-05-19T07:58:00.000-07:00

Yeah man
i am falling sick !
right after my meeting and this is my fate !
BOOO!!!
the thing is, i fell fine.
just that my body has this comfortable & constant warm warm feeling
and hMMmmm....
backache?
yeah thats all !!
so why is my temperature so high ??

stress relieve ??
LOL !!
perhaps i guess ....
now i need rest water and lot-sa-love (:
yeah-ness
bye

2010-05-18T19:37:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHY I LOVE MY HAIR (:
it's not neat
it's not flat
it's not dyed
it's LONG !!
it's being love by ME ME ME (:
yeah (:

2010-05-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

LOL !!!
this was on Today 's newspaper..
and what more does this shout then ME !! LOL
Even pasted this on the whiteboard for my first MONDAY CLASS !!
LOL !! hope to still see it next Monday !
YEAH-NESS (:

2010-05-15T03:20:00.000-07:00

Please get me back to where i was before ):
My heart is definitely not following my mind anymore,
It is floating away..
A little a day because you did nothing
i dont want this to happen !
so save it now !!
PLEASE !
O ya. I am so sorry !
I forgot !
You don't even know it's you.

2010-05-14T23:38:00.000-07:00

This is what happens when u have nothing better to do at home (:
you use your webcam and take pictures of yourself !!

2010-05-12T07:39:00.001-07:00

2010-05-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

Was really hopping that all those things u did or at least those i read was about me (:
trying not to bring my hopes up high , because i am not sure if all those are because of me (:
the truth is that if u never say it out ! i will always assume that it's for someone else (:
yeah (:

mummy if only u know how much i want to shop right now !!
i would buy every single thing on the shelves if i had the money
i seriously need a new wallet ( old one's coin pouch is like CMI)
i need a backpack .. ( my bag also chui)
i need shoes and cloths ...
most of all
i NEED TO SHOP !!
I WANT TO SHOP !!
I HAVE TO SHOP !!
OR I AM GOING CRAZY !!

o god man ! ...
it just feels great when you know that someone cares and worries about you.
the feeling is like totally great and hmm..
it made me smile (: like yeah (:
LOL !

this is call totally random ....

2010-05-07T20:36:00.000-07:00

it's time i find back myself and get myself back on track
keep having this tendency to act like a child and be childish
maybe it's just that my inner childishness is coming out to show that i have been to serious
i am like someone who wears a mask out everyday !
emotions are just hard to expressed cause people always tend to judge you
criticize you base on them

2010-05-04T08:15:00.001-07:00

This is one time where i really need a shoulder to cry on
and someone to tell me that everything is going to be fine!

tears just keep flowing for no reasons
and it's really hard to control it from coming out !
the black dots shows that i was undergoing a lot of stress !
and the therapy did not help A SINGLE BIT !!

just having mix feelings now !
and it's so hard to control emotions
i could be laughing now and crying the next moment !
it's just stupid to know that it's going to be over soon and still crying over it !

very soon ! it will be all OVER !

2010-05-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

trying to ignore all the msn convo for onces and finally pin down my thoughts here !
a lot have happen lately and they are seriously not very positive and supportive
last minute work is here again !
and i am seriously not enjoying any of this at all !!!
having troubles with problems face but have no one to turn to !
problems seems to arise here and there with a dangling solution which no one knows if it will work
hai !
hasn't been myself lately !
i can almost feel my body fighting against the virus !
i can feel that i am falling ill soon but i know it's not the right time !
i cannot be down cause i know i have to carry on
FIGHTING ALL THE WAY is my one and only choice
and i dont wish to think of other way
cause the rest is just giving up !!
and that's not what i want to do

just a few more days to go and it's done !
was really glade for all the support given
and it's true when i say that i could not have done it without all of you !
i really appreciate all the support u guys have given me so far
and without it i would have fallen !
love you guys !!
cause i can't imagin life without your support (:

i am not like what i use to be anymore !
i think i have change
changing into someone, even i feel insecure
is it good ? or bad ?
cause it's a super weird feeling
that just doesn't feel like it's me anymore

2010-04-28T02:10:00.001-07:00

it's just heartbreaking
slowly watching all these angles
walking into devil's hands
a little, by a little each day ...
and there is just nothing we can do !
and what is worst then the fact that we are actually supporting it to happen !
hai !
hoping that there is a way to make this all easier
and not so guilty for one to handle and feel !!
but the answer is yet to surface ):
thus
all i can say is ....
may you all be blessed !!
cheers (:

2010-04-26T23:16:00.000-07:00

i wish and pray for free time and relaxation for the past few weeks
so that i can spend time doing what i want and what i like
not having to worry about undone stuff and others
even being able to go home early and finally get my long awaited sleep and rest

BUT!!when i finally got my wish today
it felt totally weird ...
now i kinda wish i had something to do ! ...
hai !

2010-04-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

seriously have no idea how my secondary school works anymore !!
suck like totally can !
wanted to go back for speech day to give my supports to the jr's but could not !
no slippers, only SHOES
no shorts
no colored hair
like WTH !
we are people from poly sia! ... and if we come all the way just to go back to sec school !
the least you can do, is let us go in lo !
like WTH!
no wonder no one likes to go back anymore !!
YOU just throw them out after they graduate and never let them come back !
is this what is suppose to be taught !
if it is then i am speechless
other then that !
i seriously HATE MY SCHOOL SYSTEM NOW !!

2010-04-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

OMAN !!
finally it's done !
hope that she likes it (:
kinda ming xian towards the rest ! ...
hai ...
hope that no one finds out about the secret (:

2010-04-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

There are always things where people sacrifices for things they enjoy doing
not thinking about what may happen or what it may cause
however
as time goes by
one may slowly think that all those sacrifices that were made may be useless
even meaning-less
because, in the end
no one listens and no one care
and most importantly
the person itself doesn't care any longer

2010-04-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

watch a super boring documentary today called 6 degree .
it was suppose to be some inspiring documentary but i just cannot help but sleep
cause the pictures and scenes keep repeating and repeating
anyway those scientist are just boring !
keep repeating the effect that will happen if we do not change !
but there is no solution or thing we can do to lessen it !
so WHAT IS THE POINT OF WATCHING THE VIDEO !
there is no outcome out of the whole video ..
OooooOooo have have !
a QUIZ!
hai lol

2010-04-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

Wa lao ! so awkward can !

saw u today and it was like super weird can!
before i can even say hello or smile, i just feel like turning around
so weird lo !
it's not like i dont dare or anything
it's like totally not like me can !
AI YA .. main point is that in the end !
still said hello
haha
hai
it's just not the same la ..

bye (:

2010-04-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

First day of school is SOOoooOOOoooOOoo boring !
MY class is STILLlLLLLllllLLll THE SAME
Singing is SOOOOOoooOOOo fun when you got NO VOICE
My teeth is SooOOOooo YELLOW !
so good and so sweet of those guys accompany me till Sengkang sia !
soOOOoOOooo touch (: ( even though i had to beg)lol
thanks man (:
so sorry about the getting scolding part sia !
guilty TTM !!

2010-04-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

There is defiantly no place like home (:
a place where i can be myself and feel that i am so blessed

have been losing my appetite ever since FO camp
i always feel hungry, but i just don't feel like eating
everything that i put into my mouth seems to just stay there and not go down
1 week later.
today.
went home with in a super sleepy and shag face
and slept the moment i reach home ..

later on
i woke up upon smelling a super strong aroma from the kitchen
mummy seems to know that i had not been eating well for the past week
she cooked it so many dishes and they were like my favorite
and ,unbelievable
i woke up ate like 1 full bowl of rice man !
and like finally , i felt full
...................................................................
just got one thing to say.
mummy's cooking is just too good to miss man
even ate the spicy dishes
endangering my sore throat !
(:
love ya (:

2010-04-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

V asked me to watch this show like i think 8 months ago, saying that this was an awesome movie and no one should miss it. Taking it as a joke, i choose to forget about what she said and put this aside of me. NOW, 8 months later, i gave a though about it and went to watch it .. GUESS WHAT! she was right ! this movie is TOTALLY AWESOME ! even cried at the very end .. too touching for any explanation. and if u ask me to give a rating . i would ask u to watch it cause if not you will regret !

totally AWESOME !

these are soOO cute (:

2010-04-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

Was suppose to be at the gym this afternoon !
but yeah , in the end still ended up not going again !
lol
ended up walking all the way to jalan kayu to eat prata !
(it's a super long walk kay )
thus we call it the walking exercise
lol....
walking to fatness ...
lets see... plain prata, teh chino with ice, tissue prata, cheese prata..

After that all of them went to my house for poker party !
all of us were so tired we gave up playing halfway (:
haha, manage to see some of my jr today and chat a little about life ...
guess i got to go back to school for speech day next Friday to see them perform (:

kinda miss secondary school life man !
the carefree and playful life (:

2010-04-14T07:42:00.001-07:00

had to help daddy with tax payment today !
and i just got to say that it's super troublesome can..
lol
they sent daddy a letter saying to do tax payment through the internet
and they even got a name for it called EASY !
hello! thanks man... it's not easy ok , it's like SUPER COMPLICATED !
like SUPER !!
lucky me my dad and mom all had CLEVER brains and active minds
we kinda manage to crack it within like 15 min !
hai !...
this is how it suck if u are self employed !....

2010-04-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

AWESOME PEOPLE GOES TO AWESOME CAMPS
so if u think you went to a AWESOME camp
congrats .. cause your one of those many AWESOME people (: ...
HURRAY !!

SUPER SWAI today can !
hit my nose like super badly !
hope that there will not be any need to go see a doctor
it's like 7 hours le and it still feels swollen
and there is like inner bleeding too
super kua zhang !
hai !
then then ...
while i was drinking a hot pot of soup
my chin got burn as i accidentally lay on the pot
super stupid!
but i can like see the shui pao on of my chin there
super pain can !!
hai ... lol

2010-04-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

I HATE WAITING
this 3 words were never mend to be a joke ..

it just happen that one fine day
someone called xy said it out and
ta da !.
nobody takes it seriously anymore !
hai
and who is it to blame ..
ME OF COURSE !
for being too noisy to imitate him ..
lol

2010-04-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

i went to see you with a open and positive mind this year round..
having a thought that i have grown up and i would not cry in front of you anymore
but like always, all my preparation all went to waste
the moment i saw, tears started flowing uncontrollably

to be frank i use to hate the place that your staying now,
because that is the place u left us all
but as i grow up, i relies that it's the only place.
the only place where i can be myself
because in front of you,
I CANNOT LIE ..

i will always love you
my beloved yeah yeah (grandpa)..

2010-04-01T09:00:00.001-07:00

I AM A SUPER NOISY GIRL !! (: AND I STILL LOVE MYSELF (:
so noisy that people enjoys it when i am busy !
you know why ?
because i tend to be quite when i am doing my things ...
and what happen when i shut up ?
people think that my period is here ..
OMAN !
who says girls can't be noisy ?
who says all girls have to be the wen rou and ti thia kind ?
hello if that's how u determine a girl ...
some guys should be known as girls too ! ...
and i dont mean gays

what wrong with the society man ! ...
so girls like me should be tolerate and be called tom boy just because we are loud and noisy ?
why not think it this way ...
or at least that is how i think ..
the problem is not me
it is with the other girls ...
hidden inside them , there is also a noisy and loud bitch that is just yet to come out ...
they are just scared to let it out ...
cause guys like some of u cannot handle the truth ...
hai ..

lets just say that i enjoy being myself and if u cannot stand it
GO BUY EAR PLUGS .....

2010-03-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

just have to say that
all the good talent has all gone to waste

you guys seem to have just overlook all hidden potentials
even had a thought that some of the post may be wrongly assign
but what can we do ?
we don't seem to have time now wo !
cheers (:

2010-03-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

DON'T DO WHAT I DO
DO WHAT MAKES YOU,
YOU

2010-03-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

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SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP !! LOL

2010-03-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

I SO WANT TO WATCH CLASH OF THE TITANS

2010-03-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

16 hours after the night cycling recce and my butt still hurts and my leg is still wobbly...
what does this show ?
I NEED MORE EXERCISE !!
but anyway was happy that i manage to shad away 500 grams of fat off my body
*is currently having supper while typing this*

was actually happy for Jovi
maybe it has always been in him and that we have never notice about it.
but was glade that he mange to make good and strong decisions
and for the first time , he was actually leading
there are bond to have mistakes but who don't
just want to say great job ... (:

self reflections :
just want to say that your rude, ignorant, vulgar and selfish ..
and i think, right now ,
u need a reflection on yourself more then me

2010-03-27T01:49:00.000-07:00

it's a month of anger and disappointment ...

there is just a feeling where you finally realize that the past was just a lie
all that has gone through was just like a movie ...
short and it's OVER

deep down inside i know that it's not the same anymore..
and this time
it's not because of the stress and the sleepless nights that all of us have to go through
it's just that it's not important anymore ...

if u ask if we are bonded ?
we are not ..
if u ask why ?
we can't give a reason ..
because we have all forgotten about it ...

2010-03-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

if there is one thing i have to say about today's 2 hours briefing
it's that it's FREAKING upsetting ..
in a sense that u could actually see how little people know about one another
it's really sad.

usefulness?
to be frank not very ..
keep repeating the same old facts ...
but it's good in a sense that those facts are said so to
WAKE THOSE WHO ARE STILL SLEEPING !
it's great in that way but it sort of missed my trigger point...
that motivating part is just not there ...
it's just whys, here and there !
maybe to others they will find a reasons for all this
BUT JUST IN MY POINT OF VIEW
SORRY IT'S A NO!

what i feel is that they did not actually say the main point AT ALL !
all of us are NOT UNITED
All of us are just putting the BLAME ON OTHERS
the helpers the leaders the time the deadlines .. bla bla bla !
come on .. reflect first man ...
all of us should also respect reflects and act together to be better ( BE ONE )
and the MAIN OF THE MAIN point IS THAT WE
SHOULD NOT ONLY MEET DEADLINES BUT FINISH BEFORE DEADLINES

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY !!
BE MOTIVATED ...
IF U DON'T ENJOY WHAT YOU ARE DOING ...
HOW DO U EXPECT IT TO TURN OUT GOOD?
(: GO GO GO !! BE A POSITIVE THINKER !!
you would be surprise how much it can change you

i have no idea how the others are going to change but just for me
the serious mood is going to be up for the oncoming days ....
positive thinking ...
finishing everything ASAP !!
IMPORTANTLY !...
PUT OTHERS BEFORE YOU ! ....

2010-03-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

These are times where you finally DON'T get to sit down and think
hey .. my life is just too short !
or ALL OF THIS !

2010-03-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes i secretly feel that i have a twin somewhere in this world !
there are just too many situations where
all of the sudden I AM HAPPY
or SUDDENLY SAD!
and i am in a clear state of mind to be able to say that all those
ARE NOT MOOD SWINGS AT ALL
it's just feeling that cannot be explain at all !..
totally weird !

2010-03-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just hate
online GAMES !!

2010-03-13T21:09:00.000-08:00

Maybe
a change of mind set
is not always bad

Maybe
everything can change
be different
if we all just think positive

Maybe
if we show this positive side
everyone around us will feel different
feel great

All this maybes may just be a thought
but i myself clearly know that
all these maybe would work to make a better SELF
to me and others around me

However
if i want to accomplish all these maybes
it ALL HAVE TO START FROM ME ....

No one can change me but myself

2010-03-13T21:06:00.000-08:00

2010-03-12T06:23:00.001-08:00

read it understand it

2010-03-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

the voice is seriously powerful la !!

wahahahahx ... this is so freaking funny la !

this song is just so romantic

2010-03-08T07:37:00.000-08:00

OMG !
how stupid can one be sia !
do we always have to say in front of you so that you understand!
hai
so what if we did ?
you won't even understand !
i bet we had said it many a times
but lets just say that your ....
dump ...

2010-03-07T04:44:00.000-08:00

IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS LATE AND MAKE ME WAIT !
IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO CANNOT MAKE A DECISION !
IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO KEEP MAKING EXCUSES !

If your going to be late
don't be angry with me if i don't listen
to YOUR STUPID CALL!
cause I DON'T want to talk to anyone
WHO MAKES ME WAIT !

If you don't wanna do something just say it !
don't let me wait for u to make a stupid decision
where in the end it's still the same !
BYE! GO DIE !

i cannot stand all this stupid attitude these days
and i don't believe that i should change for anyone, even friends
if i am angry, i am angry!
if i am pissed, i am pissed!
your the one who made me act this way ...
so STOP COMPLAINING !

2010-03-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

one more day to ADD ...
YEAH !!
HURRAY TO SUN BURN !!
lol
hurray my shit !
pain like hell sia !
OUCH TTM !! ....
and it's just the back of my body...
just hope that it will not be that red by tmr (:

finish buying all 18 gifts ..
finish wrapping them
ok the wrapper is just COOL CAN !
it's zebra prints ...
WAHAHAHAX
so even if u don't win ..
you still get to see ZEBRA
PRINTS
(:

good luck for me ...
i SO WANT THE IPOD TOUCH !!
IT'S MINE!!!

lol saw u today sia !
as usual !
it's you there and me here (:
chea !
lol

2010-03-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

HATE PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN ON STUDENTS !!

Yeah i am a students !
cannot huh !
wah lao !!
so freaking angry la !
who says i got NO FREAKING MONEY TO BUY THE $36 dollars
CV GOLD CLASS TICKETS !!
HUH !!
keep repeating the price over and over and over AND OVER again
FOR WHAT
hello MR !
i can hear with both my ears unlike yours
who cannot seem to hear that I WANT 2 GV GLOD CLASS TICKETS !
go dig your ear man !

HATE ! HATE ! HATE !

anyway was happy after all
TOTALLY THANKS TO THE SERVICE FROM the singapore flyers
TOTALLY LOVE THE ATTITUDE OF THEM SIA
so friendly and kind !
<3 size="1">hahahx maybe cause their vouchers are cheaper ! hahahx